hmm...and WHY do i do this to myself?

ok...SO...friday was the first day of the first place weight loss program for me...and i did great...till i got that LOVELY news at work on friday (lovely in this case is sarcastic)...so then i go and buy a bunch of junk...and eat it...and then eat junk saturday...and then more junk on sunday...and low and behold...MORE junk on monday. so tell me...WHY do i do this?? why do i sabotage myself??? yes, i'm sick of being fat!! so why do i keep eating like crap??? emotional eating...i didn't used to be an emotional eater...in FACT i used to be an emotional NON eater...i wouldn't eat when i was upset...oh, to get back to those days...
anyway...i keep saying...tomorrow is another day...but if i keep saying that every day...i'll just end up fatter instead of skinnier...SIGH