nothing to say???

wow...that's so odd for me...to have nothing to say...lol. i am having a really hard time with this work thing. it's like, ok, drop a bomb on me friday afternoon and just leave me hanging...thanks. so i'm freaking out...called my dr. yesterday...she called me last night and i missed the call...she said she'd call this morning...but what good is that going to do really? i mean, nothing she can say is going to change the fact that i might lose my job...and even if i don't lose it...it's not the job for me...i can't handle the stress this time of year. what do i do? can i go back to being an sr and just be on the phones? i don't know...i'm not sure if i could do that either. i know i don't want to do it. i like the payroll part of it...but just not the people part of it. see, i need to be away from people. what kind of job let's me be away from people? can't i just be independently wealthy and not have to work? then i could do volunteer work...that would be cool!!! :0)
well, after thinking i had nothing to say i did come up with something after all huh?