Guilt

ah yes...guilt...comes in full force too...ok, so i'm feeling guilty about not going to church on sunday. i was lazy and selfish. i had that morning to myself...so i took it. i sat around and read and knitted. is that bad? i can't decide. then of course yesterday, monday, i was looking in my date book and realized i was supposed to be a greeter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGosh! now i'm not only feeling guilty, but feeling flaky as well...GREAT! loser...that's me.

i've also been avoiding calling my mom...i need to see if shontell talked to her about the scale for our weight loss bible study...which of course i'm not following ...but i digress...as usual. anyway...i'm avoiding calling my mom because again, i'm feeling guilty about not going to church...and still seeking her approval. so here goes...i'm gonna call her now.