i keep thinking

starting to hurt - lol - no, but seriously...

about moving away...running away is more like it...but moving is something that i think about a lot...i mean...running away and leaving everyone behind and not telling anyone where i've gone...but guess what? i don't want to leave my church! wow - that is cool! i really love it at hillside. i love the worship, i love the people, i love the fellowship. louie's message today hit home and hit hard!!!! so my apology to dallas started it all off...hopefully this is the beginning of a new me...like louie said...it's not like an automatic change...not like a snap of the fingers...although it would be nice if it was huh???

so here's to me...being a better person...using my spiritual gifts in the way God wants...and not the opposite!