the mirror doesn't lie

the horror of walking around thinking i look cute and then seeing myself in the mirror...SIGH... i can't believe i've let myself gain this much weight...it's sad really...but you know, if i don't do anything about it i don't have any room to complain right???? so i guess i'd better get off my "backyard" and get on the program. that's it...i'm done...i'm going to lose this weight...NOW! :) ok, if only it were that easy!


Heavenly Father,
I ask that You please give me the strength I need to exercise and eat right. Please release me from the bondage I have with food. I cannot do it on my own. I need You in this, Lord. I need You in everything I do. Thank You for being there...thank You for being my everything. Lord, thank You. Help me to turn to You, Lord, and not food when I need comfort.
In Your holy name I pray,
Amen