here i am at starbucks

ah...so relaxing! i love it here!! plus, now that kari works here...it's even better! i'm drinking a grande cinnamon dolce latte...yummy!! now that the scene is set...onto my prattle.

i'm so glad that i wrote about being mad. i knew that this would be the right place to vent. all the comments helped me. thank you all so much! plus, i went deeper into prayer and deeper into worship and of course that helped as well.

mom has mentioned that i'm at a crossroads...the place i'm in now is from decisions i've made in my past. the direction i choose to go now is going to put into motion a lot of different things. i can make a God centered decision or a not God centered decision. i'm choosing to make a God centered decision!!

Heavenly Father,
thank You for being my provider, my protector, my father. You are awesome!! thank You for giving me mercy and grace...when i don't deserve them. i want to follow after You, Lord. i want to put my trust and life in Your hands. You are my everything. Thank You, Lord. Thank You.
Amen!